Life is hard...

i dont really know what to say anymore..
i already cried..
i already yelled..
but nothin can make me feel better..
when i saw people laughing..
i'm a bit jealous..
why cant i laugh n enjoy my life just like them??
i need somebody besides me..
someone that can hear my probs...
my jokes..my life story...
but..i cant find the perfect person..
i miss my high school's friends..
i want to dance..draw cartoon for them..
eat together..play basketball...
but now my life change..
tired..tension..cry..
n the worst is...i cant find someone
that i can tell my probs...
well,i just hope that...someday i can meet the perfect person
 just keep on hoping....
(mode: tension, need rest...)

Ya Allah...

This week mmg pnat nk mati r....

xckup tdo smpi kepala da nak migrain(btol ke aku eje ni?ha3)

pastu jwab paper mcm xjwab lgsg...intebiu pon x dpt nk jwab...

last2 da x tahan...kluar jgak air mate aku...

first time aku rse pnat+tension x trkate...rse mcm nk giv up..

slama ni aku slalu try tenangkn ati aku..

tp this time aku rse gle nye xdpt nk tahan da..da byk sgt bnd aku kne face..

 tp Alhamdulillah..mmbr aku (Intan <3) dpt bg semangat kt aku..(thanks intan!!XD)

die just bg aku contoh  1,2 ayat tafsir dalam Al-Quran...tros aku jd semangat balek...

time tu bru aku sdar yg Al-Quran ni mmg indah..

slame ni aku bce je Al-Quran tp x brape sgt paham meaning ayat2 die..

ble aku dpt blaja skit2 ayt tafsir Al-Quran dri Intan..

aku rse lgi semangat nk blaja ayt2 Al-Quran..seriusly,hati aku jd lapang..

otak pon tenang..

Ya Allah..besyukur nye aku dilahirkan masuk dalam agama Islam...

mmg la aku blaja ni ntok mencapai dream aku..

tp at the same time..aku nk btolkan niat aku..

aku nk bjihad demi Islam(>0<)/ Allahhuakbar!!