Life is hard...

i dont really know what to say anymore..
i already cried..
i already yelled..
but nothin can make me feel better..
when i saw people laughing..
i'm a bit jealous..
why cant i laugh n enjoy my life just like them??
i need somebody besides me..
someone that can hear my probs...
my jokes..my life story...
but..i cant find the perfect person..
i miss my high school's friends..
i want to dance..draw cartoon for them..
eat together..play basketball...
but now my life change..
tired..tension..cry..
n the worst is...i cant find someone
that i can tell my probs...
well,i just hope that...someday i can meet the perfect person
 just keep on hoping....
(mode: tension, need rest...)

Ya Allah...

This week mmg pnat nk mati r....

xckup tdo smpi kepala da nak migrain(btol ke aku eje ni?ha3)

pastu jwab paper mcm xjwab lgsg...intebiu pon x dpt nk jwab...

last2 da x tahan...kluar jgak air mate aku...

first time aku rse pnat+tension x trkate...rse mcm nk giv up..

slama ni aku slalu try tenangkn ati aku..

tp this time aku rse gle nye xdpt nk tahan da..da byk sgt bnd aku kne face..

 tp Alhamdulillah..mmbr aku (Intan <3) dpt bg semangat kt aku..(thanks intan!!XD)

die just bg aku contoh  1,2 ayat tafsir dalam Al-Quran...tros aku jd semangat balek...

time tu bru aku sdar yg Al-Quran ni mmg indah..

slame ni aku bce je Al-Quran tp x brape sgt paham meaning ayat2 die..

ble aku dpt blaja skit2 ayt tafsir Al-Quran dri Intan..

aku rse lgi semangat nk blaja ayt2 Al-Quran..seriusly,hati aku jd lapang..

otak pon tenang..

Ya Allah..besyukur nye aku dilahirkan masuk dalam agama Islam...

mmg la aku blaja ni ntok mencapai dream aku..

tp at the same time..aku nk btolkan niat aku..

aku nk bjihad demi Islam(>0<)/ Allahhuakbar!!

TOmOdaChi,,,

A Friend Is...

is a tissue when u cant stop crying

a shoulder when u feel like dying

always listens when u have sumthin to say 

a week when u just need a day

a crutch when u have a broken heart

some glue when everything falls apart  

a sun when the rain just wont stop

your mom when u run into a cop

phone call when u cant leave ur home

hand when u feel alone

wing if u want to fly 

understands without knowing why

an ear for a secret  to tell 

an aspirin when u feel unwell

a love that can never let go...

I hope that one day i can understand

the real meaning of friendship... (00,)

 

AkemashitE OmedetoU XD

ahh...yokatta...new year has come!!hooray!!(^o^)~~kanashii(T^T) ya tanoshii(^^,) koto ga takusan arimashita..

hurm...demone~~this year its kinda boring (-_-")

im alone in my house~~~(bole wat cte home alone XD)

doing homeworks~~~(erkk...atamaga itai XP)

watching movie alone~~~(glak sesorg cm org gla XP)

n to make myself happy tonite (morning actually)

i bought 2 cakes 4 me!!yippie!!XD sabishiine :'( 

well..i'm not really know what 2 type rite now (ngah mamai)

just go on wif my wish list 4 2011 la..hehe

1)good result for my exams 

2)dpt pass pg jpun(kanarazu!!*_*)

3)err....blank la plak....

4)less sleep in class(maybe -_-")

5)nihonggo ga jouzouni hanasetai

err...maybe bcoz im too sleepy rite now..

atamaga mashshiro~~ (oo")  

nway i just hope that diz year will be tanoshii (^^,)

hopefully la....bcoz i will be senpai diz year..

so...iroiro kurushii koto ga kuru deshou (-__-")

huuu....gambare!!nihon e ikou!!(^o^)//

 

explosion...(=_=")

 *sigh* day by day.....my life becomes more.....tension (=_=:) 

    my nihonggo becomes worst...

   also my kanji,bunpo n what so ever la.....

  sometimes i feel like....i want to giv up...

   but when i remember my famly...especially my parent's face...

  i just can't stop rite now....life has to go on...

    i can't really tell my probs with my frens (i mean in IBT)

   bcoz everybody have same problems..haha..bit tension rite now.. bcoz i'm not really ready 2 face this friday..

    this week,i dont get enough sleep..n i cant really sleep..

errr...dunno y (0.o) OMG...only Allah know how i feel rite now..

    totally exhausted...but everytime i go to school..  

   i try to cheer up myself with laugh n smile XD..

   well,no matter how hard,life has to go on rite?? teehee~~ well,i have to study hard 2moro....hope i can do well this friday...amiinn~~X)

    2 days left bebeh (^^,)

  
  

new life..new hope..(=_=")

oyeah~~at last...dpt jgak aku menge'post' kt blog ni..

hehe...ehem2..bru wat blog le ktakn...keh3

mcm monyet kt ats tu..mke sposen je kn...

lbeh kureng cmtu la life aku skang...

tgh wat foundation..mmg kapla jd cm shinkansen la nk kne study..

lgi2 yg blaja bhse asing (ksian diorg T^T)..haha

da la mkin hri,result aku mkin trok..haih2..

nway..hrap dpt pass dgn pelangi trbg la ntok test jumaat ni..

nk study...g on9 plak...tu la bdk zmn skang..ish3..

smpi cni je kot stakat ni...jya,matta ne(^^,)

motto omoshiroi hanashi o kakitai..XD